Sold my SOUL.

As Ozzy says, "I have a vision that I just can’t control. I feel I’ve lost my spirit and sold my soul.Got no control" I think even I am going the same way. I live by my watch, fuck me its so depressing at times. I just have no god damn clue what am I doing and for whom am I doing this shit.There is no charm left in life, even in my dreams I am haunted by the nightmares of office.

Did I slog my ass all these years to live such a fucked up life, there is no bloody time to enjoy with all the money I earn.From outside it may look very glam, I am working in an MNC, getting paid handsomely, get to travel aboard frequently. People think I have all the goodies I wanted and look at me with awe.I fucking feel so choked inside that I cant even vent out my innermost feelings to somebody.I am allowing my life to be fucked up at what cost,few fucking thousand dollars.Crap, I never wanted this type of life, if this shit is what is called corporate life I am amazed how presumably millions of people are so happy with it.

I need to get out of this choking life and do something probably which would earn me may be some less dollars but I would be driven by passion and would be happy at the end of the day.